It hasn't been a good year for me... and it's only been 7 days!
first, being alone at home...
now, its the car accident...
It wasn't a small accident.. was fully shaking at first..., was SO shocked, scared.... don't know what to do... (I think my car span about 100 degrees) but thankfully, I was by myself, so no one has go through it with me... and when everyone came, and when I was at church with everyone, I felt a bit better and had a good laugh about my car accident... =)
but then now it has finally sink in, I felt horrible. (& my neck is sore).. but I realised........
Today as I was driving on the way to church (5 minutes before my car accident), I played my mum old Christian songs... the lyrics goes something like this...
Kiri kanan ku ada Tuhan,
Di sekeliling ku ada Tuhan
Di dalam diriku ada Tuhan
Yesus selalu bersamaku......
such an old song... but it remind me I haven't been alone all these times, in fact Jesus lives in me =) He is in control of my situations, even on my car accident...
I believed everything happened for a reason and a purpose... it's not merely an "accident"... God probably want to tell me to drive more carefully.. I dont know.. but I surely will.. I probably wont drive in the next couple of weeks or even months...... >.<
Even if my family is not here with me, God provides me other people to watch over me, like my church friends, pastors, my aunties (my mum's friends) and my family in indo kept calling me.. =) sigh, that gave me a lot of comfort..... so I really thank God for that...
thank you DD & my aunts for coming over straight away and help out.. it was comforting to have someone there with me..... =)
Thank God that you're ok. It's good to hear that you are safe.
People are a real blessing when in times of turmoil....and I'm sure you're been blessing to those around you too!
Anyways, take care of yourself Cin.
ditto.
Glad you're ok and can find comfort and get something out of the experience (even though it was bad).
Wish you didn't have to be alone. Call if you need anything ok (I'm not doing much these days ;P)
xoxo
Thanks heaps Damon and Jen =)