Friday, December 22, 2006

feeelingggg....

hmm its funny how you can feel one thing at one time and it changes the next second...

Just came back from a reunian... there were 10 of us =) and it was heaps of fun.. but the highlight of the night was catching up with my year 6 best friend!! we havent seen each other ever since... but we're still getting along really well surprisingly =) and she's getting married next year =)... ahh i wish i can be back for her wedding but i doubt it... ><

it's a funny feeling seeing everyone again.. old faces... felt like those days were just few months ago.. they're all still looked the sameeeeeeeee!! exactly the same.. =) the first thing that my yr 6 best friend when she saw me "gila cin, lo masih sama banget kayak pas es de!!" (oh man, you're still look exactly like how u looked when u were at primary school)... heheh and same goes with her.. =)

felt happy and nostalgiaa afterwards =).... was smiling all the way home rewinding all the sweet old memories... but reality is the sweet old memories has changed! I'm now 22! (was 12) hehehe

came home, went online to check my email, received an email that I've been kinda waiting for... I knew I shouldn't put my hopes up... basically the email was saying I missed out on work opportunities, just because I'm away on holidays... which left me feeling dissapointed.... I thought I had a really good chance.. but I guess God has another plan in mind =)...

ahh I know God has every reason and a purpose for everything.. despite my dissapoinment, I have an awesome life planner, God (past, present, and future)... knows best for me and have a beautiful plan for me.. even when it involved me gettin hurt, dissapointed.. but it helps me clinging to Him even more.. and perhaps to be more like Jesus... sometimes I'm lost and not sure about life, therefore I need Him to guide me and lead me to His "plan"...

now I need to work out my next step which involve another decision making.... hmm 2007... I'm sadd, I'm scaredd but I have a faithful, trustable, reliable and dependable God... Pray for me... to keep trusting, relying and depending on Him =)
8 "For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways,"
declares the LORD. 9 "As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways
higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts." Isaiah 55

4 shouts....:

Anonymous Anonymous ...

hey.. sorry bout the disappointment.. it's a horrible feeling.. but you're right.. God does have something planned so yeah.. don't be too sad lah.. =)

have you gotten your uni results yet?

I can't believe you still remember your primary school friends!! I can barely remember mine.

praying for you every night hun ;)

can't wait til you get back!!

3:54 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous ...

oioi pics donk
who came to reunion?
d'oh nobody changes? r u sure?
hahah well sure miss that good old days
hemm when i was 12 yrs old hahah

5:31 PM  
Blogger c1ndyy ...

yaa im not sad anymore =) thanks for praying for me jen jen =)

haha thanks for reminding me of CPA results! yes i got it! and i got it good! heapss better than i expected... so thanks God for that =P

of course! i even still remember my primary school teachers!! one of them is in sydney! =)

yaya ya i cant wait too! im running out things to do here.. heheheh

5:37 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous ...

ohhh congrats on the CPA results!! That's excellent! Thank God!! You were worrying for nothing huh =P

2:42 AM  

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