Ouch..... U know those regrets after saying certain thingsss.... I have that now...
Huahhhhhh....... *duh*..... May be I shouldn't have said anything?....May be I should? sigh, I dont know...
mental note
- When unsure, best to stay quiet! -
Anyway, been thinking over certain issues.. ruining my sleeping pattern.. I was tossing and turning all night till about 2 am last night.... I hate it when I have to think.. and think and think.. I have to concentrate and talking to myself "Cindy, sleep, Cindy sleep, Cindy sleep" until I fell asleep.. falling asleep is not easyy.. cause I got distracted easily when I have a lot of things on my mind...
I miss those time of my life when I felt freeeeeeeee...... nothing was major enough for me to lose over sleep.... doesnt have to think much, not much responsibility, pressure,..... but then I was childish... not knowing what I was doing... whats right or wrong.. whats important.. I was living in ignorance...
I miss those time of my life when I felt freeeeeeeee...... nothing was major enough for me to lose over sleep.... doesnt have to think much, not much responsibility, pressure,..... but then I was childish... not knowing what I was doing... whats right or wrong.. whats important.. I was living in ignorance...
sigh, sorry.....I'm just unsure with a lof of things.... Please continue to pray for me as I'm passing through this life under the sun.... =)
Hmm ... well, what's done is done i guess. and plus, had you not said anything, maybe you would be losing sleep about not saying it?
It's all good cindy. If you need to talk, you know who to call. we'll chat over coffee and strawberry flan!
Don't be too hard on yourself... This side of heaven we will all do silly things.